I've pretty much come to the conclusion that my job security has all but run out.
Needless to say, I'm freaking out internally right now. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't crying at my desk this morning.
I came in to a very strongly worded email in my inbox this morning. The catalyst for the email was actually a misunderstanding, as the person writing it misread the report I wrote, but it gave me a pretty good feel for where the mindset at work is. I'm seriously afraid to make a mistake right now, lest it cost me my job.
I'm sending out feelers to see who in the industry is hiring right now.
To say I'm stressed out would be a LARGE understatement.
I think the only real uplift to my Monday was opening up my email and seeing a message from YoungandThrifty saying that I had won one of the copies of tax software from H&R Block. That was quite possibly the only thing that made me smile yesterday. THANK YOU! That software couldn't have possibly come at a better time.
It may possibly have come just in time for me to need my emergency fund.
Keep calm and carry on.